Sometimes I feel embarrassed that people would look at me and judge Jesus because of the actions that I do. I’d rather hide that I’m a Christian because if I say I’m a Christian, and then I’m struggling with a challenge, with acting in a way that doesn’t reflect Jesus, then I think they will judge my Savior.
At work it can be a challenge with my words and especially my deeds. Because I’m senior level at our branch, I have more experience. I feel l like I’m more knowledgeable and can make better decisions, but then I come on too strong. And instead of being like Jesus and humble and guide others, I can overwhelm them and say things I shouldn’t say. So I have to think twice maybe three times before I say and do anything.
I go to Bible Study. I listen to preaching. The radio, the Christian music, the feeding of the Word, it all helps me in everything. It helps me to realign myself to really understand my position in Christ.